One thing that allows me to discover how perfect God's love is to realize each and every detail of where He has brought me now. Yes, I too have my own problems, concerns, hurts, pains, and situations that I could not even think how to survive on that and continue putting your hope in Him and on Him. I do not live a perfect life.
My missionary life has its ups and downs. But one good thing is that God allows me to see him. His plans again are not my plans. I long to keep that in mind. He can bring me to places I never dreamed of. He has this amazing power to turn things around me. He has this power to make me realize that all things are happening for the good. What a life! A life He has been leading me.
2 more months and i'll be going back to the Philippines. The Home for me. But isnt it amazing that God has allowed me to feel at home here in Kenya? Here in Africa? He has given me a family here. And right now, what I could just tell you is that I love Africa! This has been my home, my family and always be one my homes. My heart is beating much for Africa.
Yesterday we had our SFC Assembly and with a whooping attendance. I was surprise and amaze on the beauty of God here in kenya. And I cried the moment I saw the leaders praying over their members. I was filled with this joy that I could not explain. The hall was filled with love. It's all about love.
I'm taking time. savoring it. loving it. God has led me here. and He is the only one who knows where to bring me next. I do not have a perfect life.. But I do have a perfect God who keeps on holding me and chasing me. Molding me to face more battles, face more challenges... but more so to receive more of His love and graces.
I open my heart to you, Oh Lord.